11/18 - Salient Saturday!

I don't know why I even feel the need to justify my weight, but this is the same weight I've been around all year. It's not been a great move so far, and I think 90% of it is how batcrap insane he's been towards me.

Spoiler: I just can't see this being fat

I'm like 90% sure he might have a drinking problem tbh. There's fun yay drinking, there's even why did I do that drinking, and then there is drinking at 10am because "it's lunch beer," and calling your SO a fat whore in front of the neighbors. Sorry, I think I'm becoming perpetually depressing these days and I feel pretty guilty about it now.

 

I hope the person you love the most pushes you off a cliff.

 

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I'd say that your 'acting out' as a depressed person, sounds about right. While I encourage you to be happy, I can't possibly lie to you and say to pretend it's all good.

and that picture? You're so small!

Your glasses are big... but hey... you do you ...

If talking can't help, sometimes just walking does. Even if it's just temporary, or whatever you want, I just hope you find yourself during this, because most people, myself included, have lost themselves in such a blunder.

You're beautiful.

 

Not fat, and even if you were, it's still a dick move. Take care of yourself. And stop feeling guilty. About anything at all.

 

Have you seen my pretty new blades? I'm getting teal laces! I think the only thing that has kept me from losing my mind is hiking with the dogs and very badly roller blading.



Thank you.

 

I don't think guilt is the right thing to feel. Expressing it to strangers is something you shouldn't have to do.

I don't usually want to hurt people until about drink number eight, but I could make an exception right now.

 

someone here just had sex, or bacon... I can sense it.

 

Tuesday for one, Wednesday for the other. Haven't showered since they, so it's probably me.

 

I just had a pork roast, slow cooked for 12 hours. I feel like this is on the same level of atleast one of those two subjects.

 

Oh hell, heading across the river. Be there in a few.

 

>closed qual server catches on fire

I guess that I can go back to watching anime.

 

You'd be more than welcome <3

 

Maybe once our kids' medical stuff calms down, we can sneak off to the city for coffee or or something.

 

Man, I just wanted to have fun and dance with my cat, ya know? The simple things.

 

Taking this as a "Settle down Asylus. It's fine" post